is a bloody moody friday im having..it sux lk hell...i have no mood to do anyting...wat exactly is a r/s..it takes 2 hand to clap...but y i keep finding myself clapping alone...why must i do all the planning and keep surprising him whenever is our anniversary... im tired..so tired...why is it always me...y do girls have to plan everyting and surprise the guy???..shouldnt it be the guy doing this...f la...wat is tis...im so fed up lor...suppose to meet up to discuss next mth things but we nv meet in the end..i hate it when he breaks promises...if nv meet..y keep u call and discuss thru phone..this shows that u cant be bothered at all...yyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..everyting cant be bother..den y must i bother so much..y must i put in so much effort for u when u juz sit there and enjoy all my effort..u tink juz becoz u throw $$ and pay for it means u are so big...so wat...i plan everyting and u juz pay tt bloody $$ to enjoy...wat for...this surprise is lk im planning for myself...i always wanted surprises from u..but all these 3 yrs i got nth from u...i bear wif it.. but i cant stand it...u juz dun bothered...so wat the fuck u wan...im super angry at u...

fine...if u heck care or dun even wan to bother...i wont put my mind, tinking and effort in anyting anymore.. i wont do any planning...u wan..u go clap urself..i gif up on u and im so fucking giving up on this r/s...im making this r/s work and there u are destroying all my effort...i hate you...FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!