Ah gong pass away last fri...i was totally stunned..my beloved grandpa left us....and i didnt visit him at all..i can only blame myself....seriously...we are not very close...but tinking back of the times we spend together...i totally regret not gng to visit him...work is always just a excuse...y didnt i visit him on fri nite....there are some many why gng through my head..but i noe i cant turn back the time...reading ah gong's diary and seeing him being cremate was the most heartbreaking feeling i ever had....my beloved ah gong..gone lk a wind...really hope he is happy wif ah ma in their new big hse
i really wan to write dw all the feeling and sadness i haf inside me but i duno where to start...
just hate this kind of feelings...
i miss you ah gong...miss you soso much.....