hmmm..is wednesday le...2 more days to the weekend and i can see him....haha... well...had a fight wif him again...is lk...whenever i really need him by my side..he juz not there for me...haiz..complicated!!!!...so..jie send me to BPP...went ard wif her lor...nth much oso lei...haha..later go home myself...well..tue..im sick..eat wat vomit wat..sianz...went over to his hse for dinner...end up i cook dinner for me n him....ha..1st time i cook for him lei..hehe..i noe is not nice..but he ate everyting up..hehe...sweet guy...
well well..he surprise me tis morning...haha...went out of the hse as normal and my lift stop at lvl 9 and guess wat...i saw him..he came to bring me to work lor...so sweet of him..hehe...i juz love him alot...haha
His duty is out...mon, fri, sat and sun he dun need to work..tis means he can pei me...wahahaha...he asked if it was beta tis way as he got more time for me compared to last time...im still tinking lei..will tell u the ans when i tink finish..haha... Morning shift 8am-3pm Nite shift 3pm-10pm gng cycling on sat...yesh!!!...haha...lalalalala...
He's MINE....Im HIS....Muacks...i love you....
12:15 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
hmmmis monday...a new sickening week has started...yucks...i hate monday...sianz...a long week day is here...haha...hmm..been planning on where to go...tink shd be going to malaysia ba..since it is having year end sale...yesh!!!...haha had a nice weekend...i juz love weekends alot...coz weekends mean...i can see him...i can hold his hand..i can hug him..i can do alot of fun tings wif him..wonder how he feels...hehe...
Oh ya..i saw 'big eye' guy today...lol.....nth much le... oh ya...sweety is being posted to be MassBoy...in other words is call "Waiter"...hahahahahah...oops...hehe
*i miss you and i love u alot alot...hehe*
8:57 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
hehe.....is friday...finally...long awaited weekend is here...haha....been a very gd girl recently..staying at home nv go out at all except tue la..went to meet him...omg..i miss him soso much lor...hehe...juz love being by his side...i wonder if he feel tis way also...hehe.... but wed, thu and fri he outfield lor..sian
If Mr Choo is seeing tis.... I miss u lk crazy...really miss alot alot alot..hehe...muacks...
9:01 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
hmm...is sunday...one week has pass again...haha...so bored lor..coz he having stand by... duno why but i miss him alot alot alot..guess thsoe feelings are coming back already...yeah..well..been slacking at home after work... i did a stupid ting ytd nite...i went down to his camp to delivery food for him..omg...damn ulu lor there...even if u gif me 1 million..i will nv go there again..so scary...but was kinda of happy seeing him....hehe..i juz miss him so much..ytd late afternoon was at cookie's hse...so cute ar..the both of them..hehe.. today nua at home..so boring...argh... tml is monday...a fresh week has stated...hehe...sian..working day...and im happy coz i can see him on tue...yeah...but he is having outfield fro wed to fri...not fair....
5:22 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
it has been sometime since i blog..been bz bz bz bz...and most of all..im tired....*Bleah* welll...time really passes very fast...i miss ban alot alot...oh ya..mayb our 2 yr we go malaysia...*Yeah*cant wait lor...haha...fri nite meet dear..hehe...den sat morning went to eat...but vomited everyting out...yucks...not feeling well tt day...Plus tt day was the 1st day...so pretty tired...went to his hse to slp...really slp lor...whenever i really slp at his hse means im very tired...most of the time i juz nua there....den ard 12+am...sam called ..ask me wanna go meet her n jie..den i ok lor..haha...went to west coast park..realised dun haf can opener...try to open lk crazy...in the end went to petrol station there to ask the ppl to open for us..went back to west coast park again to drink..reach hm bt 1.45am...and also i sae "big eye guy" down orchard road and i also saw him today...lol..so qiao..long time nv see him le...hahaha...den tml he on standby until next week...sian..
well...after all tt..i realised...after all i still love him..juz tt we been together for some time le..tt's y i tot the feeling was not there...but actually it was...haha..dun tok him yet...he will also noe de la...lol..he reads my blog u see...haha...
SO......
Mr Choo Sze Hian...Stop Printing out my blog.....u naughty naughty boy......
8:56 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
welll..im not feeling gd...i felt sian..tired...but is not phyiscally..but emotionally....all i ever wanted was to noe how he feel...wat he wants and need...but he nv tell me...was i wrong...getting very irritated wif him lately...im not sure wat exactly has happened between the both of us...it juz suz alot alot...im so sad n miserable...wat can i do....i felt lk a walking zombie...i wan to voice out..but i dun dare...i only noe how to cry and get angry...
eddie was rite...i juz walking away from reality...the fact is there already...y i choose to run away...well..mayb tt is juz me...the timid me...the cry baby....
