hmm...jie is back from thailand...she had lot lot of fun..can see tt...haha...ok..it is official...me, boy, ban and sam are all jetting off to BKK next yr april...waiting for jetstar to have promotion then we will book immediately...anyone else interested to join us??? all are welcome to join us..hehe...fun fun fun...it will be fri all the way to mon..which means...i can shop till i drop at the Chatuchak..hehe...wasted..tt time i only managed to shop for 1/2 day coz i simply cannot stand the heat...it was eating me up and making me loss my temper...tis time..i will ren...shop shop shop..wahahaha...i need to save up lots of $$ to shop...hoho...
basically my savings will all go to BKK trip i gues...when can i go register my BTT...gng dw to bbdc to renew my membership and book a slot where i can take my BTT...which will be next week...sianz...haiz...i need to put my heart into this...anyway..need to find a new job tt can help me support all the expense im facing...im gng to be broke with the salary im earning....
giving $$ to mummy...my hp bills...my internet bills...haiz...lunch is so ex..tt im basically gng to eat bread or maggie mee...mayb i can slim dw huh...my stupid itching mouth..lk to munch on food...sianz..gng to indoesnia on dec the 1st and 2nd...so fast...mama and papa is flying to vietnam on the 18th all the way to 25th...i will miss them so much...hehe...anyway..my weekends are all packed...sat morn meet mama n papa for bkfast before gng to pray ah gong..den afternoon might be gng to ban's hse to "protect" her...haha...den nite is party party party...hehe...sunday...still tinking whether to meet boy for bkfast or go for my combat class...

im sitting on a fence now..should i join BBDC as a student or take BTT and FTT as a private den convert to student??...sianz...i need advice from ppl...haiz...

im crossing my finger now...the r/s between boy and me is gng fine and a bit on the happy side already...but will he go back to the same pattern in a few mths times??...im scare and worry...dun wan to go throu the whole hurting and healing process again...im just so softhearted...the more i love him..the more i put in into the r/s and worse the more hurt i get...but will he be the same lk me...

we went to see the Ji Gong on sat..before boy open his mouth,. the ji gong sae he is a stubborn pig and hot tempered. which i agree and i think i can believe this ji gong abit..he also sae boy have 2 gf and he will have 3 marriages..which made me a little on the worry side...can u imagine hearing this kind of things...break my heart...anyway..i choose to keep quiet and he didnt sae anyting too...ji gong ask boy to come back to look for him when he is married...hmm...wonder will he bless us??..haha
my turn..he sae im a weak hearted person..which i agree..he sae i lack of blood which is true...my white blood cells are on the higher end den my red blood cells....haiz...long post...

anyway...gng to combat later..jia you..