hmm....well well well...jie is in BKK nw...hehe...enjoying...so good...it has come to a day where i start to drag my feet to work....i hate it...whenever i start dragging my feet to work means im no longer interested in the job anymore...which is quite true..i hate my job and i want to change job...i must open my eyes big enuff to see...i wan to see the world...


talk to xian's sister last week...hmm...she completely stunned me...she asked me when their family can meet my family and talk bt me and xian marriage...i was lk huh??? WTF???...hehe...anyway i do wan to get marry..but at 20, is a bit too young for me and mum is not totally too open minded on this kind of issue...we planned...2 yrs later...im 22 and he is 26...yaya...he is not getting any younger but his stupid tinking is..so blur and foolish little boy...tt's wat i love bt him...3 yrs and i still love him alot...im glad tt the spark is still there and i have not completely lose my feelings for him...i still love him alot..hope he loves me alot too...
i love him more and more each day...wonder how he feels bt me...
everyting happened for a reason...hmm....wondering wondering wondering...lalalala...