hmm....2007 is coming to an end soon....just 1 month and a few weeks....times fly...everyone is moving on with their own life and doing wat they like...wat do i wan...
the craving to climb suddenly attacked me...wat exactly do i wan in life?...to get marry and haf a happy family...
dun tink so ba...with situtation lk this...vcery hard to tink bt our future anymore...juz felt the feeling is not there anymore...im so softhearted.
life in somewhere is so unfair...ppl getting salary without doing anyting....ppl stuck in a position with no place to climb....is so unfair...i need to noe wat is my talent...i wan to noe wat i wan in life? to earn big $$ and provide mum, mama and papa with the best...i had enuff of my life...with someppl not tinking....just spending $$ lk water...yes...saving up...but is all ur interest...tinking bt parents? giving parents $$...hope tt someone wakes up soon...i noe when i was schooling...i had no $$ to give..but im working...i contributed...this is a family of 3...not 2...i noe u wan to enjoy life...go overseas...i wan tt too...but i have to tink...is ok u dun wan to come home...at least gif some $$...dun ask me how much...it comes from your heart....everyone is heart broken and worry bt you...dun let us worry...u need to mature fast...we might sae we gif up on u..but deep dw..we will nv gif up on u...we sense a change in you..maybe a more self centre you? dun tink so ba...coz i noe u care for us....
and i hate how u bring me dw...u sae all those remark discouraging me...it breaks my heart and i really wanted to cry...i noe my dreams or ideas....i am not captable of doing them...but dun break my dreams...dun bring me dw....i wan to work in hotel line...u sae all those remarks..really hurt me alot...i now u didnt mean it...but it really hurts..just to let u noe...ppl ard you are not happy with ur attitude...but we are willing to bear coz we are family...we care for u...sometimes we might nag at you and u dun lk...but hey...if we dun care...we wont nag...i miss the old jie...
i jus wan to sae..how much i love u n jie...coz u 2 are the best best jies i ever had in this life and i hope i will still be you 2 younger sister in the next life...i dun wish to see both of u getting hurt or wat...pls slow dw on your footstep and tink or look back for awhile.. =)

my relationship with him is hurting more and hurt...we are always quarreling...hurting each other with all the remarks...haiz...

met up with my 2 buddies...i miss u guys so much....meet up real soon again!!