It is Wednesday...time passes very fast...2 more days to weekend le...I'm so tired...from all the working and entertaining...forcing a fake smile on my face when i mit some ppl tt i dun lk..wat is life dude???.... Sometimes trying to open my mouth and talk is hard...how do i speak up when i cant find the courage...mayb it is time i shd face myself..fight all tis...life is in a big mess..family in a big mess....does my face show im happy and im fortunate to have a wonderful family??....i nv had a wonderful family...from young...i made one fren...my fren is call CANE....no matter how much i do...correct or wrong...im always beaten up by my mum...i rmb the hatred i had towards her was big...i would cry lk hell whenever she come to fetch me from my godparents' hse...holding on to the door lk it was my life...nv wanted to go back to the home called hell...i wanted to run away...far from her...to the end of the world..so noone could find me...life came crashing down when i went into secondary sch...tt's was 4 yrs back...sec 3...my life came totally down...i wish i could die...no one understand the pain...no did... but without tis...i wont be wat i am nw...a totally different me...but i took along someting...depression...An illness that nv wanted to leave me...An illness i tot i had already recovered long ago...
WHEN WILL I EVER STEP OUT OF THE SHELL AND REACH OUT???..TELLING MYSELF..IT'S OK...
Sam sae I'm too honest...easy to let ppl bully...too trustful..ppl sae wat i believe wat...too innocent...wat's is wrong wif me?????....hu can answer ME~~~~~
